December 2010
It's somewhat poetic
that I must have everything done by the end of the year. I can finish this year and leave all of the crap that happened in it behind. The double heartbreak, the many mistakes made, that feeling of “you’re not good enough”, the procrastination, the fear of living. All of it. It’s already in the past, but the mark of the passing of a year will just give me a sense of...
Get the fuck out of my head and let me go to...
Rape me.: mutinousparadigm: I’m tired of people... →
mutinousparadigm:
I’m tired of people hating themselves because of petty things.
“I’m a fuck up, I’m ugly, I’m fat, I’m a loser, I’m stupid, I’m not good enough, I’m not powerful enough,” etc.
You are what you make yourself. Even if you are physically unattractive, it’s not relevant to…
Off to nanny's.
Bye guys!
4. What do you think it means to be in love?
To be in love means to have a special connection with someone that you don’t feel with anyone else. You would do anything for this person. You think about them all the time and just the sound of their voice makes your day better. Only they can console you when you’re upset. Trusting them comes easy, and you feel like you’ve known them for ever no matter what amount of time you...
3. Where have you been spending your time lately?...
aThe past couple weeks I’ve been spending time with friends or just relaxing at home procrastinating. The past couple days I’ve been at nannys trying to get things done. A year ago I would have expected to be with my (now) ex for the majority of that time. Three years ago I probably would’ve expected to be just sitting around procrastinating and not spending so much time with...
I'm trying to get this shit done..
and even though I’m procrastinating with tumblr every few minutes, it’s actually helping. It’s keeping me awake. So thank you tumblr and all of the people that make it happen. I love you for helping me.
For Christmas this year, I got
a new straightener
two fairy and horse figurines - they’re really pretty
a fairy picture - also really pretty
a brass Lord Ganesha figurine
a rainbow spinny ring
a ring that says “Nobody can hurt me without my permission”
an earwrap thing - not sure how to wear it..
a dragonfly pendant
a massage thingy - apparently it was a joke gift
and a netbook from my dad
...
2. Who are you? In comparison to who you used to...
I am Leah. I could describe myself with all of these words that might or might not have a substantial meaning and/or quality to them, but I don’t think that would truly define who I am. I could say what I like to do, what I wish to do, my values, my hopes and dreams, or even what I believe I am in comparison with the rest of the world, but I don’t think that this, either, would...
sleepy. lost a follower. oh well.
g’night guys. I’ll be back tomorrow to say merry christmas.
